I saw my therapist today. It was a good session and it was well needed by me. Now that the summer is here, chances to be "lissa" take a back seat and so does the opportunity to find time to talk to my significant others, spouse, family and friends. Because of the delay, it allows for bad feelings to catch up with me on my journey. The worst of these speeding cars is GUILT. It is the great DE-motivator. It can put your gas tank on empty very quickly.
My mind plays the tape over and over...."but if I disclose my ultimate need to transition, I'll be responsible for ruining lives, breaking up a marriage, embarrassing my loved ones." I'd like to hear how others may be dealing or have dealt with it.
The good news is that in order to feel guilty one must have feelings for others.(yucka-yucka)
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